No words to utter, to speak

Close your eyes and make pretend
I’m there, just not physically right now
I’m so sorry

With a dream and a ray of hope
Visions push through, making life cry
He said it was over, friends was good enough
She tells you she loves you, making a smile
Forming without thought, by chance
Two people, one has past, one has future
It makes no sense to still hold on to one
Something just attaches, connects to you
If only skin didn’t itch so bad like this
Body cold, yet warm enough to melt
Love tempted you to stay strong, if only

No way to prove I love you

Close your eyes and make pretend
I’m there, just not physically right now
I’m so sorry

Strength is gone, battle scars to stitch
Again and again, its eagerness to reach within
Overpowers the body, the heart, the soul
Scratch the scars until they burn away
Bleed like it means nothing to you at all
Wish to fly, wish to dream, wish to run away
Breathe heavy, worry, get away from the pain
Feel the fire burning deep inside the heart
Forget memories; leave behind what should be gone
Make the bed, sit alone, and feel utterly alone
If only she knew that she’s the one you choose

Please don’t leave without saying goodbye

Close your eyes and make pretend
I’m there, just not physically right now
I’m so sorry